Monday, February 28, 2011

i'm not that strong [5]

my class ended early
i went into my room.
its empty.
i laid down on my bed
i look up at the ceiling
and i cried
i cried out loud
cause i knew no one will hear me
no one know

Sunday, February 27, 2011

r.a.n.d.o.m [3]

i was trying to find Lady Gaga's new video Born This Way but i found this.she's good~~
btw the official video will be out next week i think.

Love Is In The Air

im talking about love!okay maybe not love but i kinda love matchmaking this week.
im trying to get a gf for one of my friend.he is a great guy (partly because he have a car and my part-time driver)
yup he is a nice guy.he is from Negeri Sembilan *if im not mistaken*
i know i know
im bossing him around but i forgot his hometown~bad friend oh me
no im not bad cause i just found him a soon-to-be-gf XD

i really hope its gonna be wonderful for them cause their kinda "ngam" but they are very opposite!

joe is so nice meanwhile tinie is bossy.joe talks so nicely meanwhile tinie is so loud and rough.
but they look so cute together.teasing each other and it was for the first time they met.

mission Love Is In The Air 1 is on!

OhSoRandom : OMG! just had my midterm test 30 min was lucky cause what i read came out in the test is FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING and its TOMORROW.i have less than 24 hours to study.wish me luck guys XOXO :D

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

i'm not that strong [4]

no im not strong
it hurts me when im not with my family
especially today.
its baby's birthday.
im sad
i miss them
i miss my family
sometimes they are all i can think of

but i am stressed for the few weeks

i dont know if im depressed or anything
i wish i have some shoulder to lean on.
i wish someone can hug me and said "its gonna be fine"
i wish.

im laughed in the day but at nights i will cry silently
i dont want people to see my weakness
i dont want to be seen as weak.
and now nobody knows
only im alone :(


Thursday, February 17, 2011

Tergelak [7]

i was skipping one class *only one!* and online omegle and i found this lovely couple from sri lanka
i dont know where is that cause i almost failed geography a few years ago but im certain its in asia. right?
they are so sweet together
i mean really sweet!

the bf trying to tease her.thats her :)
she is nice and they look sweet together :)

say hi to ayusha :)

i talked to ayusha and i realized its not too late for young and i can get a better person than bastards before this :)


Wednesday, February 16, 2011

i'm not that strong [3]

i adore Corinne Bailey Rae.she have an awesome voice and her songs makes me cry out loud but she's not very popular though.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Friday, February 11, 2011


oh iya saya sabahan!

bila orang sabah bercakap memang laju!
because thats how we talk
that is our identity
but never ever make fun of how we talk
kalau nda lulus cakap sabah jangan lar ko mahu try cakap sabah
cause it sounds lame!
orang tawau cakap bikin bacat jak dengar kau bercakap
tapi saya bukan orang tawau.
saya orang k.k
kota kinabalu tercinta
kalau saya dengar kau bercakap sabah yang menyakitkan telinga,
saya akan cakap "uina apa ko cakap ne?bikin sakit telinga saya jak.bagus ko cakap semenanjung jak dengan saya"

babe bukan mahu menghina
but its the truth :D


Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Tergelak [7]

hari ini hari jadi ku :)
aku tidak kisah sangat dengan sambutan hari kelahiranku.
tetapi bila hari begini aku akan rindu kepada keluarga tersayang
mereka yang aku tinggalkan di sabah.
mereka yang membantu aku ketika kesusahan
mereka yang tidak kisah dengan kesilapan lepas ku
mereka adalah keluarga
what ?baba nda angkat kol aku pasal on9?cis.

rupanya bapaku tidak mengangkat panggilan ku kerana dia online. kini ada streamyx di rumah.bapaku telah menjadi hantu facebook.

mungkin keluarga ku sering membuli sesama sendiri tetapi ia tanda sayang dan rindu :)

makan apollo time birthday and pipi bully me :( but i know she missed me thats why mau buli aku dari sabah :)

toodles :)

Kolej Melati Berhantu?

scary title?
but its freaking true!
last week was my mid sem holiday + cny holiday.

malas mau p umah my aunty so i stayed the whole holiday at UiTM di hatiku

it was bad!
apparently only sabahans can live at melati during holiday so the whole college was quiet, dark and scary.freaking scary.only 6 people left in my floor and we were at the fourth floor!how scary was that?it was so weird living in a big building cause there's only six of us.

on monday and tuesday nothing happened.just total and two bestie went to sunway and played bowling on on wednesday night everything started when tinie ,my bestie :),went to take a shower alone.she heard my voice calling her name.the conversation something like this :

my-voice-but-not-me : tin~~
tinie : aahh.knapa pasya?
my-voice-but-not-me : ko mahu mandi ka?
tinie : iya~knapa?

then the voice didnt reply back so tinie went to my room and asked me why did i called her but then walk away.and i was like "WHAT THE FUCK?I DIDNT CALL YOUR NAME JUST NOW."

all three of us went silent for awhile.nia was trembling.tinie almost crying.i was being cool but inside i was like "what the fuck there's a ghost on my floor.this fucking scary"

then tinie went to her room to get her lappy,pillow and duvet to sleep with me and nia that night.before this she was sleeping alone but after that night she slept with us.we combined our bed then all of us sleep together.but it was freaking hard to sleep that night.i dont know why.maybe because we keep on hearing doors being open and shout so loudly.and i heard people talking outside the corridor.i almost freak out but i keep it cool cause i dont want nia or tinie freak out and cried.if they know i can heard people talking in front of our room im sure they are gonna freak out.then i fall asleep at 2am .but i keep on woke up several times then at 4.30am i can hear chicken's cuckoo .i was like "what??at 4.30??"but i keep quiet and continue sleeping.but i woke up again but this time i cant move my body and it was hard for me to sleep.i tried to remember any prayers that my dad taught me if something like this happened.i look at tinie beside me but she was asleep.i stayed like that forever then i realized i can move my leg.i was freaking scared.i hugged my blanket tightly and continue staring at the ceiling.i didnt move any inch then until i can see the sun trough the curtain.

that night was freaking scary.sometimes i cant believe what happened that night.the next day we went out to kl and stayed at hannah's house.if i was given a chance to stay at melati during holiday i wont take it again.

melati is freaking haunted!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Shut Up [2]

who wants to be my valentine this year?


Kuala Lumpur [3]

sunway pyramid.
no drinking.of still afraid of god.
geek out.

flirting?maybe :)

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Sakit hati?

Saya tahu anda kawan saya tapi saya paling anti bila anda lepaskan marah kepada orang yang salah.bukan saya yang bersalah tapi saya yang di teriak dengan kata-kata kesat.sungguh saya sakit hati dengan kata-kata anda.itu masalah anda dengan bf anda!